I've been so freaking busy with school, and I've actually been very upset and pissed for an entire month now. It's mainly because of real life drama (rl friends, family, school) and whatnot.
Here's a basic summary of what's been bothering me, it's not the entire story. If any of my good friends (online or rl, doesn't matter) are willing to listen my entire story, hook me up on msn and I'll tell you.
*University/College applications are out this month (actually, they've been out since the BEGINNING of December) and they're due by January 13th. <----That has been haunting me on and off during the past few months. Too bad that it's going to haunt me until I finally figure out what I want to do.
I originally wanted to become a graphic designer when I get older (I had this passion since I was 10, too bad that I lost it when I was 15) but with our crappy economy, screw living on low payment + low demand. I'm considering (not exactly positive, it's an idea) in going into naturopathy after a university/college but I'm so effing confused about what type of Bsc they want from a graduate. x_X
The good news is, I have a great amount of interest in core subjects. However, I don't know ANY program that I can do with grade 12 U level biology, chemistry, advanced functions, calculus and vectors (I'm planning on taking that class for my extra semester of high school), and English credits without a physics credit (I ended up getting a 54% as my final mark for my grade 11 physics class, I don't think I'll ever take it again).
I'm very paranoid of how my marks are going to turn out, that's the biggest worry that I have now.
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*Rl drama:
This is basically the main thing that ticked me off so...
Let's just say that I dislike this girl at my school for my good reasons (she's racist, rude, disgusting, annoying literally; overall she's ugh, a weaboo that I want to get away from) and she's friends with my best rl friends.
To be short, my rl friends indirectly found out how I disliked that girl, and after a bunch of stuff that happened, I figured that they like me less than before now. I stopped talking about non-related school stuff with my rl friends; I only talked about important school stuff (very little is spoken basically).
Ever since that day, in the middle of November, more shit started happening to me (drama drama drama!), which made me even more sad and pissed. I've literally stopped being myself to everyone for an entire month now, and I'm getting so many negative thoughts that I don't want to think about but I'm even starting to agree with some of them.
Sorry, I'm just going to end it there, it's very lengthy of what's been going on so yeah. =/
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